It's fitting that I chose to create a new blog for the next adventure slated in my life. Like an image reel that gets flipped at the sign of the cigarette burns. Flip the switch, flip's the reel. And our movie keeps right on going.
The audience doesn't notice anything.
So where am I now? Paola and I ended almost 1 and 1/2 years ago, doesnt seem that long. I still miss her but not like I did initially. I bought a house through my frustration, seemed like a good idea. Been on the path to moving on since. She fond love over 1000km away in the south. Funny how these things work out.
I quit my job and my lack of money constantly gives me anxiety attacks. My uncle and I do not talk anymore. And I have lost many friends, mostly through my own actions. What am I becoming?
I need to focus and get a job and then focus on my school. I still haven't graduated and it's pissing me off, I'm angry at myself and yet that anger at myself hasn't helped anyways. Why be angry?
She might be moving to florida. Go figure. Kinda pisses me off. But what can you do?
Besides, I've met women who have blown my mind in what it means to be in a relationship. We all grow and learn. Isn't that the point of this single serving existence?
Ill post more.
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