My HB9S has been put on the back burner indefinitatly. haven't been able to get a new date with her. she seems enthused but I have a slight feeling shes stringing me along too. Set a date this weekend, but then she bailed on me. Fucking stung. Don't know, shouldn't have cared. But its about the 2nd or 3rd time shes done it. ACK, women are innocently sinnister and undependable until you entice them and they invest.g Once they've invested then its you they chase. Least I elarned that I didn't get her investing enough. Should have done that more. I was to much bang but no bullet.
Fuck it. Need to find more over here in the gspot, just plow through and then hopefully one day her and I can see each other, but not bank on it. Find something here, something better. ALWAYS SOMETHING BETTER
But I do need to admit I got infatuated with her. My fault. Gotta get up and grow up and move on. NEXT STOP. It's hard though and its really easy to feel sorry for yourself. How pathetic is that? Old habits die hard, and emotions are a bitch. However it is helping me to write this out, making it better for me to cope. These things are important to write down.
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